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最近發現了一首很有趣的歌曲

The Submarines - You, Me, and the Bourgeoisie
你,我, 布爾喬亞們。

前奏應該挺耳熟,是之前iphone剛出時的廣告曲
這首歌的詞對我來說真的太有趣了
找個時間好好玩味推敲一翻
那些所謂人人嚮往的布爾喬亞資本主義的生活
還有那樣傲人的姿態

hope you enjoy too ;p




lyrics:


Here I am with all the pleasures of the first world
Laid out before me who am I to breakdown?

Everyday I wake up,
I choose Love
I choose Light
And I try, it's too easy just to fall apart

Oh my baby don't be so distressed
Were done with politesse
It's time to be so brutally honest about
The way we think long for something fine
When we pine for higher ceilings
And bourgeois happy feelings

And here we are with the pleasures of the first world
It's laid out before us, who are we to break down?

Everyday we wake up
We choose Love
We choose light
And we try, it's too easy just to fall apart

Plastic Bottles
Imported Water
Cars we drive wherever we want to
Clothes we buy it's sweatshop labor
Drugs from corporate enablers
We're not living the Good life
Unless we're fighting the Good fight
You and Me just trying to get it right

In the center of the first world
It's laid out before us, who are we to break down?

Everyday we wake up
We choose Love
We choose light
And we try, it's too easy just to fall apart

Love can free us from all excess
From our deepest debts
Cause when our hearts are full we need much less

Yea i know we long for something fine
When we pine for higher ceilings
And bourgeois happy feelings

But Here we are in the center of the first world
It's laid out before us, who are we to break down?

Here we are in the center of the first world
It's laid out before us, who are we to break down?

Everyday we wake up
We choose Love
We choose light
And we try, it's too easy just to fall apart

Everyday we wake up
We choose Love
We choose light
And we try, it's too easy just to fall apart

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只有這樣而已嗎?

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這麼冷的溫度還要我振筆疾書,
下筆如有神實在是有點困難,
凍得要死,寫出來的字活像蟲在爬...

老師上課的方式像在上批判式的傳播社會學
尤其媒體素養的題目令我手痠卻又想一直寫

算是把我近日自己另外讀進去的東西
短時間之內極速的咀嚼用自己的方式敘述

其實這種感覺很不錯,
就好像沒有特別硬背什麼,卻都寫了出來

或許這才是讀書真正的樂趣吧
那些所謂自己真正喜歡的東西

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需要更多
既然現實與環境沒辦法滿足
那就行動吧,自己尋,自己追。我可以。


我會永遠記住那天你對我勉勵以及提醒的讚賞。
時時提醒自己:日子再爽再安逸也要記得自己真正要的是什麼。

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縱使它稍縱即逝,也要用力綻放心中那一瞬間的燦爛。

這才是你,無可取代且獨一無二的自己。


Katy Perry - Firework




Lyrics

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag
Drifting throught the wind
Wanting to start again

Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
Like a house of cards
One blow from caving in

Do you ever feel already buried deep
Six feet under scream
But no one seems to hear a thing

Do you know that tehre's still a chance for you
Cause there's a spark in you

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

You don't have to feel like a waste of space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow

Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed
So you can open one that leads you to the perfect road

Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow
And when it's time, you'll know

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on slet your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It's always been inside of you, you, you
And now it's time to let it through

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on slet your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em goin "Oh, oh, oh!"

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon

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快樂本身不是幸福,但卻是幸福的一個因素。Émile Durkheim




幸福不只是擁有快樂而已。　

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他說 資本主義終將走向滅亡之途 新的社會型態即將予以取代　　　
他說 無產階級勞工即將取代資產階級的資本家 得到最後的勝利　　　
　　　
這些都還來不及證實　也或許永遠得不到證實　　
　　
　　
但我用馬克思來詮釋所謂的業配人生　　
　　
有趣的是　他們不謀而合　　

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" We are smarter than Me. "　
　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　- 我們比我聰明　
　
　
對於這句話我八成認同,　
但剩下的兩成就是在某些令人無奈的情況下,我會對此嗤之以鼻。

這句話中,我所認為的我們　
應該是具備以下要素,如此才能達到群體效益　
　
A:積極的共同意識(目標)
B:對等的溝通行為
C:並非堅持己見,而是廣泛吸收並組織

　

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自卑大膽地把我的自信給偷走　　

獅子大開口　見好還不收

「 是你縱容我如此 」　它說。　

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這幾天夠冷 冷到讓人連腦子都不想動(?)

和新莊吉他十五屆一起過完了歡樂聖誕節
就像家人一樣,不管多遠,我們的心總是連在一起,永遠。　

那一段年少時光,我們的forever young



腦中的旋律依然這麼悅耳動人:)

" Forever young, I want to be forever young... "






Forever Young

Let's dance in style, lets dance for a while
Heaven can wait we're only watching the skies
Hoping for the best but expecting the worst
Are you going to drop the bomb or not?
Let us die young or let us live forever
We don't have the power but we never say never
Sitting in a sandpit, life is a short trip
The music's for the sad men
Can you imagine when this race is won
Turn our golden faces into the sun
Praising our leaders we're getting in tune
The music's played by the madman


Forever young, i want to be forever young
Do you really want to live forever, forever forever
Forever young, i want to be forever young
Do you really want to live forever
Forever young


Some are like water, some are like the heat
Some are a melody and some are the beat
Sooner or later they all will be gone
Why don't they stay young
It's so hard to get old without a cause
I don't want to perish like a fading horse
Youth is like diamonds in the sun
And diamonds are forever
So many adventures couldn't happen today
So many songs we forgot to play
So many dreams are swinging out of the blue
We let them come true

Forever young, i want to be forever young
Do you really want to live forever, forever forever
Forever young, i want to be forever young
Do you really want to live forever forever forever
Forever young, i want to be forever young
Do you really want to live forever, forever forever
Forever young, i want to be forever

// 這世界

是誰 容許猖狂的脾氣肆虐

是誰 放任暴躁的孤寂作祟

是誰 煽動白色的謊言欺騙

是誰 挑起無謂的鬥爭殲滅

是誰 帶上無情的假面虛偽

是誰? 是誰? 是我們身處的這個世界。

別問我：你會不會? 因為,我們都會。

//倏忽十年。　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　
　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　
我們聊著過去
彷彿又回到了那些年 那些日子

我永遠記得
當時的我們是多麼荒唐 多麼天真 多麼難得

就算時間與道路殘酷的把我們分離
烙印彼此心中的那個曾經 反而讓我們更難忘 更珍惜

赤子心 是你們所給我的
也是我們彼此為彼此的許諾

十年，可以改變很多事;
但唯一不變的，是我們。

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謹獻給二位摯友　禹政、婕玫。

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的確,我自認我理性過人

或許需要有個感性的Guider能適時地推我一下
甚至是指責我、推翻我的也行

這樣應該就會讓我瘋狂的愛上那個人。

// 拜物夢

這個晚上居然讓人如此睡不安穩
兩次淺眠而醒,好像都是斷斷續續的夢境

或許是這樣,更讓我模糊了
到底夢境的一切是真實? 還是我的睡眠才是真實?
好像突然間進入了inception裡好幾層的夢境中

在我最後一次驚醒前
這場荒謬的夢境著實也讓我荒謬的冷汗流滿身

老舊不堪的樹德危樓
居然一瞬間搖身一變成為世界上排名前三的高樓

而我就身處在頂端
難怪會覺得這麼累,因為我不知道爬上爬下了多少趟了

我記得我好像嘗試做一些事情

誰知道後續居然飽受精神上的折磨
我居然把ipod掉在離地幾百公尺高的地方
雖然我可以伸手把它拾回,但我可能會缺乏重心毫不留情的下墜

於是我便放棄了他。
然後我在充滿無助與絕望的狀況下驚醒了

想想真是好笑,不過後來想想或許象徵了我最近存在於現實中的無助感
嗯,我想是對於物質上的無助吧。

想一想我們對於"物",豈不是"拜物"嗎? 我們依附著多少物質造就我們現在生活的一切?

帶點荒謬某種程度上卻很真實的一連串怪夢
最近夢一些比較重口味的夢,往往驚醒之後回過頭來又掉進去了

有續集的夢還真有趣。

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有時候會對人群莫名感到焦慮。

也許是那該死的自卑心作祟,
雖然讓我短暫逃離,內心卻是某種過度的自我膨脹。

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輕易地放下成見，很難。　
特別是對於那些離我特別近的人事物..

//實相

真正的真相原本就不存在,
我們只是用我們的價值詮釋建構我們所謂的真實。